today is our 7 month anniversary.  wow. to sit back and recap the past 7 months and to realize what all has changed is amazing.  i have to be the luckiest person in the world to be living, in love and sharing this life with the woman of my dreams and two beautiful children.  i have a family. 
my wonderful  woman just told me last night that next weekend is when she is asking me to marry her.  a million thougts and feelings rush through me.  i'm going to be a step-mom.   i'm going to be a wife.  what if i'm not good enough at either?  my last marriage failed.  well, didn't like that girl much and knew it was a mistake from  the word go, but this...this is the real thing.  my soul-mate.  my best friend.  i have everything when i look at her, she is offering me a family, a life with her and it's a little scary. in a wonderful way mind you. i'm just scared to fail.  ever since she told me when she was proposing to me, i've had this song in my head.  creed seems to say it very well.