WanderDyke

pictures ofus

Wed, 02 Jun 2004 00:26:54 GMT

while old this is a photo of us

exhausted i fall

Thu, 27 May 2004 05:31:35 GMT

exhausted i fall upon your skin
sleepless i pray deep within
i close my eyes and know to hear
the sounds of angels whispering near
you take my breath and slip to still
arching confinement to share my fill
deepening shadows across my face
stifeling screams of sweet embrace
falling still inside my dream
churning, throbbing in a stream
come to and answer that blessed call
and feel the flight of a sleepless fall

into heaven

Wed, 26 May 2004 04:15:40 GMT

last night i fell softly into heaven

with outstretched arms i was swiftly pulled into my lover
soft pink lips opened and mellifluous liquids slipped out from within

her warm invitation reached out for my tongue.
i kissed and licked to the root of her woman
caressing and massaging every line, every tender curve of her flesh
her lips spread wide for me
rising hips to the back of my head

heated juices coating my face

mixing with my sweat, muffling my own moans
i dip down and slide into her dripping openess
losing myself deep inside

her succulent flesh squeezing around me, pulling me into the canal i call home
in and out provoking an eruption
drawing out a long chain of convulsive gushing
consuming me
taking me far from human
spiraling into her harder
skin on skin and nails and tongues pressed and sliding in bliss
bodies clinging in hot exctasy
finally, calming, tangled in a pool of lesbian wetness and falling softly into heaven...

so much the better

Sat, 08 May 2004 17:17:45 GMT

Society in our country has fallen into the trap of letting traditional religious prejudices and conservative victorian attitudes influence the execution of our constitution and the law. Church and State are supposed to be separate according to our constitution! It's time the courts supported our constitution in this important gay, lesbian, and minority issue. Discriminating against gay and lesbian couples is no different from banning different races from marrying. It's no different than discriminating against a black or jewish person because of the color of their skin or their religion. Most gays and lesbians are BORN loving the same sex and we want an intimate marriage relationship that we don't need to hide from anyone. Like everyone else, we want to shout to the world that we love our partner. We want all the rights and privileges and economic percs that straight married people get. We want to adopt children, we want to have children. Since we cannot change our sexual preference at will, nor do most of us want to, we do not want to be treated like second class citizens by the law. Most gay and lesbian couples want to be monogamous and commited, and want the law to support that commitment to each other. And if this means that there will be a legal snowball effect, allowing gays to be in the military with all the spousal benefits, so much the better! Why should we have to file a hundred legal documents instead of simply displaying our marriage certificate? If it means that your family can have military family benefits, have military medical care, or live with you on a military base... well, IT'S ABOUT HIGH TIME!! If it makes family health insurance easier without all the obstacles, so much the better. If it means that in a hospital with your partner in critical condition, and you have the sole decision how to manage their medical care instead of long alienated parents... SO MUCH THE BETTER!!! Full marriage rights, full civil rights, nothing else will do!!! If it means that lesbian and gay youth can finally lead a normal adolescence without hiding their true self and suffering serious emotional harm, SO MUCH THE BETTER!!! If it means a lesbian couple's children can hold their head up in school and speak the truth proudly, so much the better! If it means a married gay couple in Small Town USA can walk the streets of their home town holding hands, so much the better! If it means that you don't have to live in a metropolitan area like San Francisco to be comfortable living in your ideal average community, SO... MUCH... THE... BETTER! The snowball effect is limitless, these points we have mentioned are only the glorious tip of the iceberg that we dream about. The guilt imposed upon us, the oppression... it is horrible and ridiculous. Our community deserves the same civil rights that straight people have, thereby not making our lives more difficult, but instead placing us at the same level of advantage that the mainstream has. Separate is Not Equal!!! The Bush Administration is showing their true conservative republican agenda: Legislate Rightwing Religious Beliefs. Instead of spending time solving real problems, Bush & cronies are spending negative time & energy trying to constitutionalize discrimination. It's a good thing that it is extremely difficult to pass an amendment to the constitution. The ERA amendment didn't pass, amendments take years for states to ratify if ever, and the courts can always declare anything unconstitutional anyway! Good luck bush in promoting your negative hate campaign against me and my family, you will be remembered for your controversial neverending war in Iraq, your shameless conservative hate mongering, your ignorance in just about everything, your mistreatment of the environment, your outright preferential treatment of big business and rich people, and driving us into an economic Depression that you simply haven't named. Bush has done so much to divide this country that he has more than negated what he did to unite it after 911. And he's not done! He will really be getting obnoxious until the end of his term, which I'd have to assume will be the end of his presidency, trying to push through everything he can on his hateful agenda. He has truly outdone his father in harming this nation in every way. If he would simply expend all this wasted energy on creating jobs, think how much he could have accomplished. Weigh in on these critically important issues at our Politics message board, DykeNet.net Politics Forum.

change in my hue

Fri, 09 Apr 2004 15:26:02 GMT

ah, beautiful changes are occuring all around me in a train of slow blowing wind
warm and soft the sun is replaceing the snow, flowers are finding their peak and engulfing the earth one inch at a time.
the time in each day is endless and perfect. slumbering later and later into the night, stretching each hour with exchanged words and glances of being in love.
skin is breaking free, souls are sprouting, hibernation wrapping up and stretching in the flow of streams of heat.
carcasses filling with forgotten life and reaching into the clouds and cupping heaven with their roots.
life breathing all around us and a slow silent sigh of relief that procreation may resume.
starting anew, a new memory holding hands with every second that passes.
freshness, an airtight part of me being peeled open and the crisp clear sound escaping, echoing and reflecting off walls and chests heaving in responce to the release.

tis summer

a life above the clouds

Tue, 06 Apr 2004 01:43:47 GMT

it's been a wonderful couple of weeks, exhausting but perfect. we've been engaged for about 3 weeks and we will be celebrating our 8 month anniversary here shortly. our love is amazing. it's changed me so much, the love and passion of my new family has molded my horizon. i have not only gained a fiance and 2 sons, but 3 best friends. the devotion that i have for the three of them will run with my blood through my veins until the day that i die...i will forever be thankful for what i have found in them.
so, work is going great this week...well, as good as to be expected. the family and i went to the maple festival yesterday...we thought twice about it, forcast called for snow, but we went and had a great time, love and i slow danced and sunshine fell all around us. story of our life together.

now i'm home, in the dark, writing and thinking and figuring out life and my next choices that will inevitably lead to my next path...my lady is in the bedroom playing lara croft and smoking, wonderful colin is giving me an incredible shoulder massage, and bren is...well, head banging in the dark cave he calls his bedroom.
well, it's time for family night, connect four championships...
until next time...

a beginning

Sun, 14 Mar 2004 21:56:19 GMT

today is our 7 month anniversary. wow. to sit back and recap the past 7 months and to realize what all has changed is amazing. i have to be the luckiest person in the world to be living, in love and sharing this life with the woman of my dreams and two beautiful children. i have a family.
my wonderful woman just told me last night that next weekend is when she is asking me to marry her. a million thougts and feelings rush through me. i'm going to be a step-mom. i'm going to be a wife. what if i'm not good enough at either? my last marriage failed. well, didn't like that girl much and knew it was a mistake from the word go, but this...this is the real thing. my soul-mate. my best friend. i have everything when i look at her, she is offering me a family, a life with her and it's a little scary. in a wonderful way mind you. i'm just scared to fail. ever since she told me when she was proposing to me, i've had this song in my head. creed seems to say it very well.

Well I just heard the news today
It seems my life is going to change
I closed my eyes, begin to pray
Then tears of joy stream down my face

With arms wide open
Under the sunlight
Welcome to this place
I'll show you everything
With arms wide open
With arms wide open

Well I don't know if I'm ready
To be the man I have to be
I'll take a breath, I'll take her by my side
We stand in awe, we've created life

With arms wide open
Under the sunlight
Welcome to this place
I'll show you everything
With arms wide open
Now everything has changed
I'll show you love
I'll show you everything
With arms wide open
With arms wide open
I'll show you everything..oh yeah
With arms wide open....wide open

love, we've shared 7 months together so far, and you've become the best friend i've ever had. i look up to you in love and in admiration. you are amazing. thank you so much for giving me...you. happy anniversary.

indigo girls said it perfectly

Thu, 11 Mar 2004 03:08:02 GMT

indigo girls said it perfectly...after tonight you don't necessarily doubt yourself or who you love you just doubt the world around you and how they may view you. it's easy to say that you wouldn't care in the case that somebody "hated" who you were, but it demonstrates that we don't completely have all the power and respect as human beings that we want. i've lived a very monsterous childhood due to the fact that i was gay and i've learned to deal with it and defend myself by all means necessary. but i wouldn't say that it doesn't strike somewhere in my soul, each time i get stabbed by words. i'm not one to cry about it, i'm a fighter and a defender and tonight...my girl and i were verbally leading to physically assaulted...i protected her. it took every thing i had to not unleash the marine. it was an eye opening experience for her. that sometimes no matter how proud we are of being strong lesbian women...there will always be people who hate us for it, loathe us and want us dead. that unfortunatly we don't yet live in a completely zen world of peace and love. that wearing a lesbian t-shirt can get us killed. that means, for each lesbian that marches around proudly announcing that they are gay and coming across a gay basher, or possibly a killer that that is one less strong gay lesbian in the world. i use to believe in flaunting who i was out of pure pride...now, after many years of fighting to not get killed or physically harmed, that flaunting is not necessary. that lying down in bed with my lady each night, sharing a candle lit dinner with her each night and cuddling on the couch with her and our boys each night is far more fulfilling to me than displaying my sexual orientation to a world of hate and bating them. would i deny that i am gay? never. would i deny that she is my girlfriend...if it meant her being killed for it...yes. if it meant me being killed for it...not a chance in hell. the fact that i have the opportunity to meet other gay people a lot easier than in the past and not hiding who i am and who i love is the most amazing feeling in the world. but i refuse to wear a kick me sign. i am an extremely proud lesbian and i am extremely proud of every lesbian, gay, transgendered, transsexual person out there, i just fear for us. we are all deer and it's always hunting season. yeah, there are a lot of people out there that will love and support us as we are, but there will always be those with rifles as well. i choose life. i choose to live each day so i can come home to my wife and children and not put them in danger because i paint myself with rainbow paint each day. i don't want to shove anything in anybody's face, unless they ask. i am a butch lesbian, tall, strong, shaved head, very masculine and it's no doubt when you look at me that i'm either a boy or a lesbian. but the people that want to know my sexual orientation if they are unclear, ask. i'm not about to scream it at the top of my lungs and force it upon people out of respect. if a straight person went around screaming that they were straight we would all find it abit weird. love...love is all we need to scream. love of people, love of everybody, love of the world despite and inspite of their flaws. i know where my pride lies...in between my lady's legs.

I thought the time was passed when I could find beauty in the birds (gay marriages)
I set the stage and the scenery rehearsing every word (vows)
But when I tried to make it more it was always less(the more we rant, the more hatred we cause)
And it's a thin line between pleasing yourself and pleasing somebody else(there will always be someone that hates us)
With my confidence on fire i set to fixin' up my roles(i feel stronger about expressing who i am)
My separation of desires just left me deeper down in the hole(expression created hate)
When I tried to make it more it was always less (we push being "dykes" , we get bashed, we express love, we get equality)
And there's a thin line between pleasing yourself and pleasing somebody else
And when I tried to make it more it was always less
It's a thin line between pleasing yourself and pleasing somebody else
now I'm trying to get back to what I know that I should be(a strong proud lesbian, depite hatred)
Hoping to God that It was just a temporary absentee(hoping that the harshness was just a tep. slip of the tongue on their part)
when I tried to make it more it was always less
And it's a thin line between pleasing yourself and pleasing somebody else
When I tried to make it more it was always less (I'd try to make it more it was less)
And it's a thin line between pleasing yourself and pleasing somebody else

ahh, i'm back

Wed, 10 Mar 2004 14:32:38 GMT

i'm feeling a little bit back to normal today. still taking it easy. body is still in pain and in the process of slowly recooping. yeah, i'm butch, but i have a soft side that sneaks out when i'm sick. so, i'm couch ridden today, me and the dog. not sure how long that will last. it's the first day i've been home alone in such a long time. there's so much i want to do. clean, landscape, write, draw, paint, read, rearrange...girlfriend would kill me if she came home and knew i was up running around. she gave liam and i specific intructions...to lay on the couch and watch tv. hmpf. well, before i get my ass caught, i better scram. ya never know she might be trying to call here and check up on me. lol. will definately write again later...

last night

Thu, 26 Feb 2004 18:25:20 GMT

i was awaken last night by her fingertips and mouth pouring over me like warm thick pudding. her breath in my ear slowly sang consciencness into my soul and drew my wings out from under me and sucked her to my body. i captured her in my dreams and she crowned life to it. she is real. encircling between dream and reality, flesh upon flesh, tongues and cum floating around, light and dark humming quietly as our backdrop. we are one. one infinate being. our love drapes over us, tumbling from the sky like that of a long silk curtain, gullowing and spreading like a deep peaceful river. she splashes upon me, her womanness, long, strong powerful flow of energy and light, melting together to form such a wonderous cascade. i close my eyes and throw back my head and see a hand scraping the sky, clearing the clouds and the blackness, revealing an open field, colorful wonder. she takes me there and keeps me high. we ride the sky together and fall to our bed, this is an incredible journey. i love you love.
okay, so you are sitting next to me, naked and in my recliner with a vibrator going to town. i gotta go...